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Wednesday, 30 January 2008

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Sunday, 06 August 2006

hey everyone its been forever.. i moved back to Rogers..

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Wednesday, 29 March 2006

Hey everyone...
i have a new site, but i will still have this one but i might not be updating alot... but i will check my comments and comment everyone back but here is my new one...
                http://www.xanga.com/timothys_beautiful_babe

so add me to you subscribers. or whtever..
                                  thanks lots-
                                    *waddle*

Tuesday, 28 March 2006

Elizabeth && Timothy
Hey everyone, how are you? i hope good, im doing really great.. Im not breaking up with Tim, or leaving him, so everyone just drop it.. I really am happy with him, he makes me feel great, we may have our up's and down's but relationship doesnt.... And i just wish people i care about would just be happy for me.. For once, be happy for me. Its been awhile since i have been in a relationship and this is all i ask. Anyways we went to court today.. it went good... so thats always good..:) Maybe all this stuff that happened it the past will just blow over..god i sure hope so. Im back from Sallisaw, gawd was it a blast down there.. Ran into Derek Sizemore, that was wierd but it was great to see him.. Kemp got married that was so pretty.. Seen chris brandonburg.. two weeks away from Tim did me some good.. Made me miss him alot.. but its all good.. I hate how some girls are jelous over me.. I not understand why.. im just me.. Im not pretty, i may have boobs and an ass but i hate them.. I wish my best friend was happy for me.. But i cant even get that.. I finally got my mom to be happy for me.. Its sad that it seems like no one wants me to be happy..

&& she tries so hard to impress him
and look good even though he thinks
shes the prettiest girl without any makeup on at all

anyone who thinks that sunshine is pure happiness
has obviously never danced in the rain

REMEMBER WHEN ..
getting high meant [ swinging ] at a playground
and when the worst thing you could get from boys
were cooties !? when mom was your hero and
dad was the man you were gonna marry !? when
your WORST ENEMIES were your siblings
and race issues were about who ran the fastest !?
when war was a card game and life was || simple ||
and carefree !? remember when we said
I CANT WAIT TO GROW UP

Life is full of secrets and lies
so when you get screwed over
don't be surprised



There is always going to be that one awkward
moment when you walk by that person & remember
all that you once had.



you know you're the shit
when people you don't know
hate you --Paris Hilton



There are three things a guy can never hide::
1--that he's drunk;;
2--that he's horny;;
&& 3--that he's in love.               <-- haha soo true!

Theres a good chance that you don’t like me
but theres a better chance that
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

Girls are like phones, we like to be held and talked to,
but if you push the wrong buttons then you get disconnected

don't stress over people from your past--
there's a reason they didn't make it to your future

there are two mints you never turn down in life -->
compliments && breath mints
either way, someone is trying to tell you something =P

love isn't ever going to be [[perfect]] please learn to understand, especially since the farthest thing from perfect is a man

he looks at her he almost stops breathing

she looks at him all she sees is a weakling

a love that will only exist in his mind

for a reason to *love* him she cannot find

'cause all she sees him as is a poor, geeky guy.

and her pretty eyes can't see the sweet boy inside

he can't muster up the courage to ask her out,

but what does it matter? she wouldn't give him the beneift of the doubt

so he'll sit there in his chair, dreaming about her and her three-inch heels.

but she'll sit there, clueless, about how he feels.

you didn't break my heart, it was already broken. even though my eyes are filled with tears, my mind filled with memories from past years, i will be okay. i promise. everytime i see that tree, i'll think of the special bond between you and me. everytime i hear that song, i'll think of you and try not to sing along. but even though my mind is filled with so much hate for you, my heart is filled with love, times two. no matter how much i try to hate you, the love i had will always shine through. so as i sit here sobbing with thoughts racing through my brain, i'll always remember our kisses in the rain. so let's not say goodbye, even though it's the end. because after all, you said we could still be friends. so just walk away, don't make me sit here crying in front of you. make it all easy and kiss me, just one last time

so... you think you're all that and a bag of chips?

well i'm a bag of skittles, so taste the rainbow, bitch.

you know that boy you can never get out of ur head
the one that s e e m s to relate to everything you do
every song, every word;the 1whos name is mentioned
and your entire face lights up `* yeah thats you < 333

[ So here i am, as good as i will ever be.

Take me or leave me. it`s your choice.

take me and i will adore you forever. You

never have to worry about me EVER lovin

ganyone but you. Leave me and i will always

have the same feelings for you, just locked

deep inside me. But the door will always have

a key for you to work your way back into

my heart again.]

one day you`ll wake up and realize
you really do love her. & she`ll be
waking up next to the one who
already knew.

sick to my stomach once again..
i keep remembering im just your friend..*

Been [there] && [Rocked] that
Just [crank] up the [volume] &&
we can [sing] like [superstars]
&& [dance] like we're [Famous]
With [Ripped] jeans, [Popped]
collars, && [Huge] glasses cuz
[ that’s how we roll ]

drama is a situation girls create
themselves, based on pure jealousy.

Sometimes people have to put walls up,
not to keep people out ; but to see who
cares enough to break them down

Funny how a photograph can take you
back in time to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

matter how many coins you throw in a fountain ;;
or the number of fingers you cross,
if it's not meant to be it won't happen

maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone
to come along and fix whats wrong . . maybe you have to
stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else
has the answer sometimes you have to be your own hero...

those who cry
are stronger than those
who hold their feelings inside

My best times have gone
from laughter to memories.
My best friends have
gone from friends to family.

&& what sucks the most about breaking up
are the love songs that no longer make sense
and the heart break songs that do </3

people are going to talk about you
especiaslly when they envy you in
the life you live..let them..you
affected their lives..they didn't
affect yours

&& she tries so hard to impress him
and look good even though he thinks
shes the prettiest girl without any makeup on at all

anyone who thinks that sunshine is pure happiness
has obviously never danced in the rain

maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone
to come along and fix whats wrong . . maybe you have to
stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else
has the answer sometimes you have to be your own hero...

People are going to talk about you
especially when they envy you in
the life you live. Let them. You
affected their lives. They didn't
affect yours

&& she tries so hard to impress him
and look good even though he thinks
she’s the prettiest girl without any makeup on at all